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For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Hebrews 4:12

only by awakening can you know the true meaning of that word.

The ultimate of who you

are is not I am this or I

am that, but I am.

When you don't cover up the world with words and labels, a sense of the miraculous returns to your life that was lost a long time ago when humanity, in stead of usin thoughts, became possessed by thought. A death returns to your life.

Things regain their newness, their freshness. And the greatest miracle is the experiencing of your essential self as prior to any words, thoughts, mental labels, and images. For this to happen, you need to disentangle your sense of i, of Beingness, from all the things it has become mixed up with, that is to say, identified with.

There are no random events, nor are there events or things that exist by and for themselves, in isolation. The atoms that make up your body wereonce forged inside stars, and the causes of even the smallest event are virtually infinite and connected with the whole in incomprehensible ways.

"Even though we may heal, heartbreak is something that can never heal without help"

It was Christianity which first painted the devil on the worlds wall; It was Christianity which first brought sin into the world. Belief in the cure which it offered has now been shaken to it's deepest roots; but belief in the sickness which it taugh

Death runs in my family, bone powder is the blood in our veins, the stench of death is the air in our lungs, whispers of specters are the sweat music in our ears, and you threaten me with Death? Antonia Giovanni, formerly Don of Auckland City

Friendships may fade, but there is always that obligation, that knowledge forged of terror and blood and shared violence, that never really leaves.